My friends, today marks 50 days since we celebrated Easter and understandably then, this day we name “Pentecost,” from the Greek “pente,” meaning 50.  Now we can probably be quite sure that Jesus’ Spirit didn’t count out 50 days before appearing in “tongues of fire and a mighty wind.”  As with so many things, the “orderly ones” within our Church structures decide what they want the message to be and then backtrack and put all in place to make it so.  And for the most part, this is neither right or wrong, but as I indicated above, it is a way to order things.  Because you see, the date that the Spirit first came is not as important as the fact that, “she” did come!  And if you are wondering about the feminine pronoun usage here, it comes from the Old Testament Scriptures where God’s Spirit is named in feminine terms, “Sophia” and also depicted in wood up front here.  One wonders why the men in our Church can’t quite get that! – as Scripture scholar, Sister Sandra Schneiders is known to have said, “God is more than two men and a bird!” 

   But to the readings – I believe in order for us to truly get into the 1^st one today from Acts, where the Spirit’s coming is depicted as, “a violent, rushing wind, a noise which filled the entire room,” we should think back to our own confirmations and try to remember what we were thinking, feeling, and experiencing on that day – was it one that was made special in any way by our family?

   For me, I received this sacrament at a younger age than when it is generally done today.  I was in 6^th grade in elementary school, and not yet 12 years old. This being the beginning years of the Second Vatican Council, I believe the thinking was that confirming girls and boys at a younger age was a good thing. 

   I can remember it being a special day wherein I got a new dress for the occasion, and an aunt, who was my sponsor, and her husband were invited to dinner at our home after Mass and the actual confirmation.  I took the name of my grandmother on my dad’s side, “Theresa” – liking her because I always remember her being one who spoke her mind. 

   I attended Catholic school during this time and remember our teacher, a Franciscan Sister, basically putting the “fear of God” into us because the bishop may ask us a catechism question, so there was much study done in preparation. To symbolize the spiritual “strength” that we would receive when the bishop laid hands upon us, the ritual of “a slap on the cheek” would be given, we were told.  I knew I worried about how hard a slap he would give me.  But when all was said and done, he asked no questions – sigh of relief – and the “slap on the cheek” was more of a tap, signaling the new strength I now had to be my best.  I remember feeling this new, almost indescribable and mysterious strength at the time. 

   So, my friends, hopefully you have remembered too, as I shared my experience of being confirmed, what that was like for you.  It is probably true to say that none of us saw, “tongues of fire,” or felt a violent, rushing wind.”  The Scripture text also said that those present at the first Pentecost began to speak, “in other tongues, as the Spirit enabled them.” 

   We might be wondering why that didn’t happen for us, and I would suggest that if we were “willing” at the time of our confirmations, to receive a special grace, we did, and now it may just be laying dormant awaiting our willingness once again, to use it. 

   My friends, with each day that we live, if we are willing, and ask Jesus’ Spirit to walk with us, helping us, to be our best selves, I am quite sure that She will be, giving us the voice, the heart to respond to what is needed in our world, in our time. 

   The 2^nd reading from Corinthians today stated that “each person is given a manifestation of the Spirit for the common good” – that was what happened to each of us too at our confirmations – and that is why I began with taking us back to that memory.  You may in your life have ministered as an educator, a parent, a health provider, a religious, vowed person, the head of a company, a leader in other ways,  a craftsperson in any of many trades wherein you gave of yourself for others to make our world, your world, better – and as you did that work, as a Christian follower of our brother Jesus, you gave his Spirit to the world in many ways. 

   It is good on a more regular basis to make the connections with the Spirit who lives and walks with us, “continually renewing the face of the earth” as our faith tells us.  Being cognizant of this fact gives us hope, especially in the troubling times in which we live.  Consistently doing the right thing will, I believe, come to fruition one day.  As my friend, Father Paul Nelson used to say, “the truth always comes out in the end,” and I believe that too.

   Another thing that I have found and have shared with you many times is the fact that we must be creative, going deeper to mine the words of Scripture. An example with regard to “speaking in other tongues” – a gift most of us probably think we didn’t receive at our confirmations, but by being creative, we might realize that indeed we did!  The “other language” that we might be called to speak is the language of love, rather than of hate.  One of the signs that consistently shows up at the Monday demonstrations here in Winona is: “Hate Doesn’t Make Us Great!”  I consistently carry a sign that says, “Honk for Peace and Kindness,” surrounded by a vine of green leaves.  Additionally, the language of “consistent witness and perseverance” is one that I see at these Monday gatherings.  These two “languages,” that of “consistent witnessing and perseverance” are good ones for true Christians to use, even when we may have to stand alone. 

   My friends, Pentecost and our personal confirmations call us first to “gratitude” for the gift of Jesus’ Spirit continually within us, and then, and this is most important, walking in the path that he left for us, following his words and actions. 

   The Second Vatican Council helped us to realize in a profound way, that our God’s work is not done, “that [indeed] the Spirit is continually renewing the face of the earth.”  And if we as Jesus’ followers truly believe this, then we have to wonder why there is a concentrated effort today within the U.S. Catholic church to “back pedal” to a time when spiritual life was about easy, black and white answers that presented no challenge then, or now to any of the many problems that face our world. 

   Today’s Church and world needs true followers of our brother Jesus, willing to address the hard questions and we have all the power and grace we need to do that – we may not always remember that grace within, given upon our confirmations, which, by the way, was the answer to Jesus’ promise while physically with us – “I will not leave you alone.” 

   John’s gospel today is a most comforting, while still challenging one.  Knowing the human tendency “to fear” the new and different, Jesus comes to us and calms the fear – “peace be with you,” he said, and then to make sure we heard it, he says it again, “peace be with you!”  Then, the challenge – “I am sending YOU” [!] Each of us my friends, should hear this challenge personally, because we can’t say we follow him and not, “do the work.”  Wearing “a cross” really doesn’t do it!  Each of us have our own personal, God-given gift, given us at our confirmation that no one else can give to the world in the way that we can.  It may be a good thing to spend some time this next week discovering or re-discovering our own special gift, and if we haven’t made use of it in a while, showing it to the world once again.  And remember, remember, we don’t do it alone – our brother Jesus has our backs!  Amen? Amen!