My friends, the psalmist in section 95 this week challenges us to ponder something quite significant: “If today you hear God’s voice, harden not your hearts.”  Now, at face value, we are being instructed, “to be open,” “receptive,” to God’s call, and whether the request is easy or difficult—in our minds, the psalmist is saying, “listen, don’t turn away.” 

   I think too, it is interesting that the challenge from the psalmist concerns the “heart” and not the “head.” In other words, we are probably not supposed to “over-think” this, but just do! 

   Coming back then to, “hearing God’s voice,” can we ever be sure that it is God who is speaking and not someone or something else like, our egos?  Over the years, and in my attempts at “being my best self,” I have come to realize that God does speak through other people, times, and events, and if I am living in the present, and not in the past, or in longing for a future time, I will hear God’s voice. 

   Additionally, when I am in doubt about what I am hearing or feeling about the “truth,”  the “rightness” in any request, I have to be aware of my own, interior state of mind and heart.  I have come to realize that when there is “peace,” basically, even though I may be experiencing some anxiety over “moving” or “acting” in a certain way, the request is coming from God.  If peace can’t be found in what I am attempting, then it is not of God. 

   That moves us into Paul’s words to the Romans in today’s 2^nd reading.  Along with finding “peace” in what we are attempting to do, we should also ask whether “love” can be found in this action.  Paul says that “Lov[ing] your neighbor as yourself” and acting accordingly, is all that is needed—all the commandments that he followed as a good Jew (over 600) are really nothing to worry about in the end, if “love” is being addressed in what we are attempting to do.

   So what does this really mean?  Paul continues, we owe “no debt, except…to love one another.”   In other words, our decisions to, “harden not our hearts,” moving in “love” in our world, are necessarily about, not only love of ourselves, but additionally, and always, “love of others.” 

   The prophet Ezekiel, in today’s 1^st reading spells this out by basically saying that each of us is responsible for our sisters and brothers, and when we witness others doing, “evil,” we must speak up! 

   Now, you are probably thinking; who am I to tell anyone else that what they are doing is wrong?  Again, it will ask us to place ourselves in the present—it will demand that we be people of prayer, that we seek out trusted others to help, and clarify our concerns, and then move ahead only when we are as sure as possible that our actions are based in love.

   Moving into the gospel selection today from Matthew, I find myself, once again, attempting to hang onto hope that our bishops and pope will strive to find common ground, moving not from their “heads,” but from their “hearts” to lead us all into a Church that is about “love” and not just, “law.” 

   Pope Francis, I believe, is for the most part, trying to listen to the Spirit of God, through all those telling him to be more open and inclusive,  as he is diligently working toward the Synod on Synodality this fall with the world bishops and next year, with the entire Church participating.

   The bishops in our country have been a very real, “thorn in his side” as they are working in an opposite direction on a Eucharistic Congress that is basically looking toward—in a very black and white way, uplifting—in peoples’ minds, the Body, and Blood of Jesus, on the altar.  Additionally, this same group of hierarchical men, minus the pope, seem resistant to, or unable to see our brother Jesus’ human characteristics in the poor and suffering of our world. 

   That was always Jesus’ intent for those who would lead and those who would follow—to take what we do at the table, each week, into the times and places of our world.  This is how we accomplish Ezekiel’s challenge that we [be] “responsible for our sisters and brothers.” 

   You may have noticed that I have alternated between “altar” and “table,” and that is precisely to get our attention away from “sacrifice” (altar) and move it on to “self-giving,” (table) which was always, God’s first, and only reason for sending Jesus among us. 

   Several of our gospels in the past couple of months, including today’s, have included Jesus’ wonderful command to those who would lead after he was no longer physically with us: “Whatever you declare bound or loosed on earth, will be so.”  In my mind, it seems that the hierarchy over time has heard only part of this command, that is, “to [bind], which seems about “being in control,” close-minded, and certainly not about the self-giving love of our brother Jesus. 

   Our world, Church, and State, is so in need of fearless leaders who will instruct and lead from their hearts, along with their heads. Both entities need women and men of truth, justice, mercy, love, and concern for all of creation—not egotistical individuals concerned only for their own advancement. 

   I will end today with another line from today’s gospel that I found new meaning in, for the first time.  Matthew quotes Jesus as saying that, “if two of you join in agreement to pray for anything whatever on earth, it will be granted you by my Abba God, in heaven.”  Most of us are probably in the habit of praying for all our “perceived” needs, realizing that some we will get, some we won’t.  When, after the fact, we take the time to figure this all out, we realize that sometimes what we ask for may not have been the best thing for all involved. 

   Today, with this Scripture, I found myself thinking, in a different way, that perhaps I/we don’t actually take Jesus as seriously as we should—perhaps we don’t believe enough, that God does want good and not bad for us.  Jesus continues, “where two or three are gathered in my name, I am there in [your] midst.” In other words, we never have to do any of the above alone.  Amen? Amen!